F*** this!

I freaking hate syrinxes and not being able to lift anything!!!!
I was supposed to have an interview today for my non-nursing back-up job. I had the cards majorly stacked in my favor. I worked there, I volunteered there, I was interviewing with my aunt's best friend. But I can't fucking lift.
They gave me the job requirements while they got set. I would've had to go through a physical assessment at the hospital to make sure I'm physically able to do the job. The minimum requirement was lifting/carrying 25-50lbs. Right away I told them what happened. They talked to HR to make sure that they were being totally legal. There is no way for me to avoid lifting or for them to accommodate me. So there was no interview. I left in my stupid monkey suit and cried all the way home. I fucking hate my life.