6 MONTHS!

So I saw my dear little Alex. He was so freaking cute! He has the most perfectly round little head and looks so much like his daddy. Then I finished up my gift for the bridal shower tomorrow. She will looooooove it! And then off to Grandma's.

She is sooo not doing well. She can't stand, can't sit up, can't converse. She has declined drastically in the last 24 hours. I'm glad I get to be there and spend time with her. Some of her kids are uncomfortable with being there when she dies, so I'm more than happy to step in. It's hard when she doesn't eat, or when she is so restless and can't get comfortable, but when she sleeps and is at peace it's good to know that she will be with Bill and Paul and Sandy soon. I love her so much.

While I was at Grandma's the hospice nurse was holding her steady and me and two others needed to move the heavy marble table. I helped one of them with the marble top.... probably shouldn't have. My back has been hurting since. :( Anything for Grandma though, as long as she is safe.

Tomorrow will be a busy but very rewarding day I think. I'm really excited.